Tuesday, June 30, 2020

Bothered

People know what I think in private because there are people monitoring me in private who somehow magically get the message across.  No one comments on my blog, though.  So, they go for what's most important and chose to mess around.  They linger on it, for years, forever maybe.  What about all the other good people?  They must have productive lives.  I somehow lose spirit and wonder if people are pretending I'm good because I'm part Chinese.

A smart question does not ask for a stupid answer.

"Children of the 90s"

In the early/mid 1990s, why did children appear not to know what was going on around them?

"Be Prepared"

So, let me get this straight.  You weren't really doing homework, anyway, so you grew up with chores to get you ready for independence gradually starting at 16 until 18.  So, everyone is a maid and has no brain?

Schools gave busywork and wasted the day talking to bad people and making us do busywork.  We never learned much.  We were told to go to boarding school as a teen if we wanted a shot at intelligence.  I wanted to do music.

Baby Boomers had a feast every day, and so they still have energy, while their kids's generation didn't get to eat as much and are small and underfed, encouraged to diet, short and fat arranged in funny ways.

Puberty

Were children of the early/mid 1990s pubescent?

Monday, June 29, 2020

Not Before

People believe I am constantly an issue.  What a change from yesterday!

The Special Kids

Are some people nicer and more lenient with their kids than other people?

Elderly Men

Elderly men are mistaken to think I am not still good.

Sunday, June 28, 2020

A Popular Way to Wear Hair

Girls tie a ponytail with a bump with the hair pulled half through.  That went outta style a long time ago maybe seemingly quickly, at least to some. Instead, they do that but upside down, a long time ago.  I wonder what they do, now.  I'm not 100% sure.

New Decision and Can't Go Back

I used to be considered a good, upstanding person, but something went screwy and just sorta ask someone from a cold country in Europe and they're mostly sorta shrug like it's questionable.

Superiority

The world is teaching Whites from Generation XYZ to respond to the fact they are superior to me.

Better

People used to say, despite what they did, it is better to like old fashioned things and prestigious people, but now the world is nothing.

Everyone acts like I'm bad and not to be a part of this life like everyone else.

Saturday, June 27, 2020

Message Board Post by Me


Topic by Me

The Spanish 100s of Years Ago From Spain Are Not Like Latinos

They seem white, and Southern Europe is European, too.

Anyone Want That Seat Over There

Funny, people don't care about classical orchestral instrumental musicians the way the musicians themselves don't care about lead violinists.

Care and Concern

People pretend to care about me but are just being mean.

Unfair

People are allowed to attack me, but I can't defend myself.

Other people...

Other people don't get in trouble for thinking bad of me like the word "nigger" not being tapped into...

Classical Orchestral Instrumental Musicians Since Childhood

Don't tell a classically trained musician you love Beethoven's 9th Symphony, for example, because, I mean, don't expect a favorable reaction ... most normal places they are highly egotistical against people like me who can't play well enough/yet to be in an orchestra.

"Tested?"

People love singling other people out, like me or people I care about in weird ways.  Not everyone gets tested.

At Risk

Californians want to be a part of the US more, but they want to attack vulnerable people like me who happen to have ancestors from Pennsylvania.  There are others, of course, with ancestors from Pennsylvania and some in or from California.

Who's "bad," anyway?...

Why do bad people get stimulated more and the world revolve around them in ways they enjoy?

Also, I'm not bad just because other people are really good, like an explanation for who it was that caused a problem maybe no one even did or maybe someone else, like an adult figure or older person.