Me Singing Now

Weird

It's funny how people aren't afraid to be mean to me.

Reality

Do you see reality as how things are as opposed to how they should be?

"Taking Advances"

It seems some adult public figures or celebrities would treat me differently if I were still in grade school.  They seem to be forward with my generation.  Before, they would be taking a risk to make advances, which some did.

When Is Cool "Too Cool?"

I was counting on being cool in school.

Catching up on Sleep or Tired on Pills Now

I just slept a lot, over 24 hours, eating in between, and feel much better to be awake.

Cursed to Never Feel Special

When I ask about something philosophical and emotional, it's not like someone popular and "naughty" finally decided to say something good.  It's just boring, old Christina, who some people have known since birth but never talked to her as much as others.

Exercise

Just jogging isn't enough for me because it wears my legs out.

Fame

Can fame change adventures?

Germans and Asians

Are Germans more Japanese than the Chinese?

"Passing Judgment" - Home Life

How can people be nasty to me for my home life just being different or mad if I'm ahead but like others like that?

Subconsciousness - Generations

People just assume I'm in the wrong because of my generation and my dad's generation.

Misery

Everyone is just sitting there doing nothing like I'm not good enough.

Wedding Music

I just got a wedding book for violin.  I watched a video of a boy who knew and knows the girl who wrote it.  It does look very good and clean-cut.  I know almost every song in it.

A Strange Phenomenon

Did you ever think after you've come all this way, you can't feel any sense of wonder over anything ... and feel like people have been trying to hypnotize you into worrying that you're not perfect and don't win?

Oxymoron - Stimulation of Different Generations

Why would a Late Baby Boomer act reprimandingly to Generation X that they themselves need more stimulation?  The problem Generation X has is not getting stimulated like Late Baby Boomers.

Popular Cultures

It seems popular to be German and immerse in Florida or Japan.

Mystery of Music

Classical orchestral musicians seem to think poorly of pianists and avoid giving them attention at all costs and averting any and all acknowledgement.

Organists seem to laugh at all other musical instruments.

Race - Excitement

The Asian culture is actually very exciting, to follow.

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Facebook - Desolate

Facebook seems like a win or lose deal.  It's always there if you need it, though.