Wednesday, June 17, 2020
"Passing Judgment" - Home Life
How can people be nasty to me for my home life just being different or mad if I'm ahead but like others like that?
Subconsciousness - Generations
People just assume I'm in the wrong because of my generation and my dad's generation.
Wedding Music
I just got a wedding book for violin. I watched a video of a boy who knew and knows the girl who wrote it. It does look very good and clean-cut. I know almost every song in it.
A Strange Phenomenon
Did you ever think after you've come all this way, you can't feel any sense of wonder over anything ... and feel like people have been trying to hypnotize you into worrying that you're not perfect and don't win?
Oxymoron - Stimulation of Different Generations
Why would a Late Baby Boomer act reprimandingly to Generation X that they themselves need more stimulation? The problem Generation X has is not getting stimulated like Late Baby Boomers.
Mystery of Music
Classical orchestral musicians seem to think poorly of pianists and avoid giving them attention at all costs and averting any and all acknowledgement.
Organists seem to laugh at all other musical instruments.
Tuesday, June 16, 2020
Facebook - Desolate
Facebook seems like a win or lose deal. It's always there if you need it, though.
Popular Misconception and False Guise
It's not a sin to be interested in other races and also whatever the one you practice is. Some of us just haven't been "tested" or "overrated" in this. There's a fine line between acting human and worrying about how you appear racially and not "cutting it."
Racistic Mystery
Say, some people are very racist and nice to smart people. They are not nice to me if I'm smart because of my race. They are also popular with many others who seem to just get along with it being that way. In the end, these people will be glorified by those in high places or it will feel that's how it is. In the end, you don't know what happened and why you have no one to talk to.
"Making Changes"
It seems Early Boom parents had kids born in the mid-1980s ... their kids felt like people thought they were each the best one in the world, but now Early Boomers are coming, plowing through their lives reprimanding them that they are not that good at all and can only get close to their parents.
Some parents push their kids hard to be the best, being mean to them if they are not. That is how they treat some people like people born around 1990 because they are embarrassed of how their kids born then turned out, in the world.
Too Tired to Learn Something New?
Do people get tired of learning new things as they grow older, take, violin, diving...? but maybe piano for fun is okay?
Fractured Logic
It's interesting when someone who is very good compared to others all the time pretty much ... if they get in a bad situation and for once are in the wrong ... what that opens up to other people who are not as good when the good person loses it? like it means these other people were really better.
Monday, June 15, 2020
A Terrible Trend
Sadly, it seems like the Black culture in the United States of America started the habit to act delirious and try to distract/divert you from thinking about the good things in life, like how much love there was before the internet and cell phones ... or about your parents or those you love.
I also noticed they especially like the "adrenaline rush" of getting closer to people during the coronavirus/COVID-19. I know they "just want something to happen." They feel lost and want others to feel that, too.
Racist Vibes, Inevitable?
Can it ever really be trusted to leave a non-European race person to others, especially of other races/ethnicities, and not suffer racist vibes? Of course, different mixes and different races and different personalities get racist vibes in different ways.
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