Friday, July 3, 2020

Joke

People don't know who I was all growing up.

People I'm related to think they know the real me because I'm 1/2 Asian and they simply knew me since I was born or when they were older enough to remember for if some are younger... not that I'm "half bad."  They just know they knew me and have a preset disposition of racism towards me.

Taunting

People keep taunting me that I can't have anything they don't have, simply.

Traitors

An older lady I like keeps being made to be seen as better than me and others, and they use it against me now.

Accusational

I feel some people chose to accuse me if something can be seen as either ordinary or out of the ordinary that I do, that technically did not have an assignment but left me wondering.

Found Out

If some people are racist in general, why get into that situation?  It's not okay.

Everyone's on the lose, now school's over.

My generation is in high places, we just don't see them on the big screen.

Wait 'til I die.

Would people be more social if something bad happened to me where I could not enjoy life?

Slightly Racist Obese Ladies

Those obese ladies seem onto me, wanting to act suggestive or iffy.

No one has to talk to me, no one has to talk to you.

I grew up normal and well-accepted, and now people are acting iffy about me, like I'm different.

"Crazy" People

People today went crazy over jealousy of me and wanting in on classical music and musical theater, and the social scene is unsafe.  They don't seem nice to me, some.

Lost Chance

I was better off how my environment was in the past.

In Trouble for "Stupid" Reasons

I think things messed up when people didn't get that an older lady I like isn't some weirdo attacking me through them like they swear, and if I get upset I don't really mean it against her but still wound up in trouble for stupid reasons.

Thursday, July 2, 2020

Your Nose

Do people from cold climates have pointy noses?

...And "What's So Good About THAT?"

What's so interesting about anyone if it's about their own family, and you can never get as close?

Wildly Suffering Since 2005

People are making sure I suffer racially since my generation left the house.

Racist Development

Did some people develop to get onto me racially?

Something ... New?

So, default, cold countries are off limits?

Give and Take in Some Situations

A full Asian cannot guarantee marriage to a Caucasian, but I can.  However, a German might like an attractive Japanese or even Chinese over me.

Wednesday, July 1, 2020

Good Kids?

People like to secretly/telepathically indicate to successful part Asians that even if you're good there's more and that's that we're not liked and shouldn't expect to pursue happiness.  It's like you're in trouble to try to be happy with things in life and doing things that are okay to make it like that.

Seeing If They Can "Rat Me Out"

I grew up well-behaved and did well in school and was nice to other people.  Other parents wanted to take me home, and the teachers wish everyone were me.

Now, why are some people trying to say there's a way to "rat me out" and as worse than the rest?