Who's "bad," anyway?...

Why do bad people get stimulated more and the world revolve around them in ways they enjoy?

Also, I'm not bad just because other people are really good, like an explanation for who it was that caused a problem maybe no one even did or maybe someone else, like an adult figure or older person.

In Disagreement

If someone disagrees and is nice to you now will be mean later.

Who says? that I'm not as good? and that people can do that to me and like I'm that kind of person?

Also, some people say they are all that to others and then you find they're just stealing attention and are like the baby and stimulated etc.

Being Good

People used to know me as good.  It just seems to slip conveniently that I don't matter as a person in general.

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Re: What are some things you can do therapeutically?

How about play music with others in a classical orchestra rather than just at home whatever you can do?

I'm not heading for the end.

People from Generation X who had kids barged in and knocked the kids out with parents who were in their 30s and 40s at the time and said their kids can do anything and replace me because they, the kids, are from a younger generation.

I think, in classical music, kids think it's something special for them but think it is tacky to be expressive, like it's something new and they get to decide.  It probably happens late at night when people are sleeping and floats around in the day in the subconscious.

You might try comparing kids today to generations between me and them, rather than just older ones like Generation X.

90's/00s' - Still Normal...

So, the 90's/00's theme was classical orchestral musical instrumentalists, as included, still going out and having fun like a teenager but feeling special.

Orchestra

Musicians are healthy musically from the therapy of being in the orchestra.  They probably don't spend much of their practicing alone, like you do growing up playing a classical orchestral instrument.

Subconscious Tension From Different Countries About Germany

There is a lot of tension for people who are not German or not all/mostly German in liking Germany maybe especially.

Germans just feel mean to others that they have the most to show for.

Young Musicians Playing Classical Music in Berlin

In 2019, the European Union Youth Orchestra played Beethoven's 9th Symphony in Berlin.  They even had a video of them playing live in the streets.  Wow!  They must have worked hard.

So, what about the local musicians of Berlin or other smaller cities in Germany?

Abuse - Relative Age

People seem to baby and favor the youngest child, no matter what the other children do.

German Comradery

Germans are very "close knit" and tend to stick together, probably only opening up when something's in it for them.  They aren't always open to part-German Americans.  It might depend on the rest of their "mix."

Finding Out

Sometimes, Germany and some surrounding countries seem open to the US so much, but I find they are living problems of the past still, now.

How do you decide what's right - hight?

If you were short, would you make fun of short people, say a girl who is 5'3"?

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Downtown Disney became Disney Springs.

Splash Mountain will be replaced with The Princess and the Frog (2009,) supposedly because of racism in the background of Splash Mountain. The Princess and the Frog (2009) is a favorite of mine because it takes place in New Orleans, where I lived as a teenager, an added benefit?

Frozen (2013) seems to be stagnant, as well as one more hit made today. Not many new ideas for princesses, besides Tangled (2010,) which left a lasting mark, and Brave (2012.) These movies resemble 2 friends I had who I don't think I have much of a relationship with anymore..

"A Broken Record"

Sometimes, negativity can be like "a broken record."

Unusual Things - Not Better

Traditionally, things like ballet and classical music are well-liked, but if someone does something odd, hard to do, and not really as appealing does not mean those other things go to waste.

Young Adults Today - How They Are...

Young adults today are overly religious.

Is this some joke?

What about people who cannot sing at all?

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Who is better: good singers or instrumentalists?

Sometimes, it happens both ways, but instrumentalists in general tend not to admit the piano is worth shit. Take it from a former piano major at a prestigious institution, yours truly.

In Trouble

What do you think about being in trouble for wanting to play music and being good at ballet because you already did but not really ready to be a professional...? in trouble because people think ballet isn't as good as it seems, like it's worse than other things.

You know, a lot of people who play classical music exceed the talent of ballet but play because they were too wayward or absent-minded to be more of a performer as a person or blend in with others in a good aspect...?

Of course, many people join orchestra in school because they have nothing to do, and I wanted to play for a long time.