Tuesday, June 23, 2020

You made a big decision you can't seem to take back...

If people make fun of me for being excited about culture ... you know I know no trivia ... that's a lot of knowledge of trivia of entertainment other people know to put behind, the way people were embarrassed for liking Pirates of the Caribbean and Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005.)

Tired

I'm tired of being tired.

"Sooner or Later"

We set goals that are becoming more unattainable, but it may be the simple things in life we ignored, like physical activity and art therapy type things.

"All By Myself"

If people only act unappealing around me gives me reason to believe what if they really were and no one was appealing to me? I'd be really lonely.

What is "Writing Too Much"

When you've made your point and keep going to cover the fact you have no more points left, as of now.

Do you write too much?

Well, stop!

Being an Exceptional Individual, From a Certain Generation

Just because someone is a Late Baby Boomer and a very good, impressive, loving, capable person does not mean you need to put them in "sin..." and take away their "babies" or younger friends.

You might find if that's what you do you cannot really provide...! for them, due to stress from outside factors or that you set highly unrealistic goals and strange fantasies without the ability to carry out a successful plan to honor and "sex" them.  I have a situation like this and see no results in the goal but see maybe an excuse that maybe if they didn't do it by now they will later; then, you'd say, "These things take time," though that's not always so and you're uninterested to find out.  So, no offense to anyone like this.  I'm not sure what craziness brought this on in this way.  All I can see is I was stopped from being happy, known or unknown.

Monday, June 22, 2020

Messing Up

People like to make it hard on good people so they mess up by accident and then no one likes them.

Mixed Race

People get ahead of mixed race people because they get more holistic and active experience, even affecting them physically, of socializing.

People don't get as close to mixed whites.

Abstraction of Focus

When people reach for abstract things from longer ago and say it's better, do they just mean things like the 1980s? which you can put a label on?  Sure, there were better things before, too, "who knows" when they started.

I figured this out. "Cool it."

The exploitation part of the fame of the older lady I like is just a precautionary measure like handling the coronavirus/COVID-19.

F.Y.I. (For Your Information)

Protocol, it's safe to assume I'm in trouble.  Don't let the suggestion of me give you a hard day.

More Subconscious Thoughts Floating Around After Dark

Are you generation-prejudice in your sleep?

Sunday, June 21, 2020

Drawings/Colorings for the Day


video lessons




Hamster

My hamster got out of its cage, apparently I left a door opened.

Saturday, June 20, 2020

Hamster

This hamster girl loves the external wheel, going in and out sometimes, running in it.

Hamster

I just got a hamster, and it came out when I played the violin near me on a wheel.

Does this mean...

Is it just me, or, because an older lady I like was exploited, does that mean people need and expect more of her than if she wasn't?

She was sort of advertised that way.  It seems not to be in the best ways possible.

"I wasn't made to..."

I am not made to satisfy other people's stupors, like wondering why I don't deserve to be hurt for some reason.  I was alert before, and I am still here now; it's not like you suddenly dominated me and satisfied me sexually.

"Ready as Ever"

I'm ready to do stuff, and no one else is, and I get the blame.