Christina Ann Joanna Barrett

Silly

It's okay to be silly all your life, especially if it's time to retire, and people can be watching.

To Surround

They are surrounding her in a sensitive, suggestive, sensual manner.

Overly Eager for What Reasons?

There are always ladies older than the older lady I like who are willing to get her where she's vulnerable and ward me off and sever our ties.

Let's not overstate the obvious.

The older lady I like followed along with other people.

What is she doing?

For being crazy to teach people lessons, the older lady I like sure is having fun.

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Not sure if it'd interest someone like you coming from me, but I wonder if Ellen would rank well against those ladies. It all boils down to her skills in morality, in the end, how do things end up with her? Sure, she might be more exposed, though, but what did she do with that exposure? How does it rank against others of the creme of the crop? I desperately want to be compared with my equals, not sure why she wouldn't. Does some people want to be compared to people with opposing values that clash? No one's that bad, but with criminals out there they can be pretty crazy I guess.

Attractive Adults?

Why do attractive parents still have custody over their children, at least in spirit, if not also in physical form?

I never really had a chance.

One thought off and it's done, if anything were really off thought.

Making the Mark

Having kids is a big deal to some people. For some, it's just a job and eventually just retirement.

"Don't all go at once, now?"

Do colleges care if their students not only go abroad but want to live in Europe, like Germany, for instance-

Contemplating / Perplexed

So, if the older lady isn't a big part of my life, it seems as though some resentment is still harboured and leaves me wondering.

Something in Common

Famous Baby Boomer men like ranging from Andrew Lloyd Webber to Tim Burton, have a common thread.

Confused

I hope I didn't arouse my dad, he seemed self-absorbed as usual, though, unless I talk to him or he says something to me first. He's sick with a terminal illness.

Message Board Post by Me

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I figured it out, some people try to make themselves seem smarter by…

…skipping the easy part and spending more time on the extra things, showing they've already mastered the basics that you need to know to say what they say. They did it at school, too, a lot at my Baptist college online. They didn't really seem to have good fundamentals, though. It was probably racist propaganda.

Dark Races

People like dark blacks but not dark Asians as much?

Byyyyye

Maybe, I should try to just go to bed for a long time again.

Not Good

They need to stop making me accountable for "getting" to be monitored in private.

"The Saying Goes"

People keep saying I'm not legit.

My Rights

So, the older lady I like has a thing where it's like she really is going in to tell me I'm nothing and says I'm just like my parents when I'm not!

A Problem

Some people keep acting like I have a problem.

Let Be

I'm left with problems with my dad.

Think about it.

Late Boomers are fake that they are strict to kids.

Mean

Baby Boomers don't understand instant gratification because they didn't have computers as kids.

What if...

What if I told you you infatuation with Pirates of the Caribbean 1 was superficial? I forget why I thought that but did. You seem to have taken it for granted. It's a good movie. What's so better about other movies, anyway?

Trapped

Why do people keep setting up a trap for me?

Impassible

One thing goes wrong and the problems don't stop.

Hiding From Hollywood

Are people hiding from Hollywood for good reasons or bad reasons?

Trouble

I'm in trouble because people were secretly hurting me and the police wouldn't believe me so I tried to tell them or tell them telepathically how they were attacking me.

Mean to All

Should I be mean to everyone because they use me if I feel relaxed like they're nice to me?

I'm not up for this kind of rhythm and vibe, with the rules that mean nothing and single me out, what I can think, how I can react to people.

Taking the Some Prominent People of the Creme of the Crop of My Relationships

It seems the people I meet the older lady I like has fun with but it ruins our relationship in ways that I bet are on purpose also because people said I was in trouble, so that was the determining factor, which I didn't do anything that bad.

Website Update

I updated this page with 3 entries, the 1st having been there already.

Interesting Things

Attractive Musical Family (2015 or 2016?)

I watched a musical and saw there was an attractive floutist in the orchestra pit. I think they are local musicians, but I am not sure. Anyway, she had short red hair and was fairly thin and medium-tall. As I was waiting at the backstage door, I saw her come out I think. Her husband was barely taller, with probably fair balding hair, slumped over, one of those young professor looks, probably a beard and moustache, but I saw him from the back and maybe not the front. Anyway, the daughter was a little shorter with smooth wavy white hair, probably natural. She was cute, kinda thin but supple, you may get the picture. This may have been like 2015 or 2016 in Orlando, Florida, US.

Mother Who Looked About Just Like Someone Else (2016-2017?)

She had short gray hair and an upturned sorta snoot nose but in a good way. Her husband was taller and obese. She had several daughters I think, and the youngest was sweet and tried to say how the night was special it seemed to me. I was at a concert of the organ here in Orlando, Florida, USA.

A Polish Lady Who Looked Just Like Someone Else, the Same Lady as the Last Entry (DVD)

I borrowed a DVD from the library, and there were 3 on racism, all of which I did watched. It turned out to be mostly about Black people. They showed black and white video footage of people in the US being segregated. They showed Polish people, and first I saw one of them looked like a Polish violin teacher I had born around 1961 or 1962. She had bleached hair some below her shoulders and bangs. The lady in the video looked mad. Then, I saw one who looked like the lady the last one looked like but in a different way, almost the same, too. She had short gray hair and looked dressed up well for a woman. She looked full of good things, and it seemed people took advantage of the opportunity and didn't really bother with her, despite how attractive she was. She was Polish. The lady I'm talking about that looks alike is German.

Attractive Mom at the Grocery Store With Her Kid Daughter (July 5, 2020)

The woman was not too short but somewhat tall, thin but well built, looked emotionally responsive, and had short mousy maybe brown gray hair, a little textured and wavy. The daughter was maybe around 9 years old with a dress on that covered her figure, and this was Sunday afternoon so maybe church. She had slightly wavy mousy brown hair. She was a little obese and looked different from her mom. I was happy and responsive and nice to walk by, thinking reminds me of being fatter than my own mom, but I figured she wouldn't like it because my mom was pretty much a staunch former athlete/dancer and there was not much of her mom's kind of emotion going on and not so much in the clear in ways often.

Sunday, July 5, 2020